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With every gift comes in equivalent weakness, or two wings to fly. We need two wings to fly. Yeah, so that was an insight from some months ago that I probably have never expressed and fully accept in one conversation, where I don't know if you have recorded it, but it feels true to me that what I observed in my own life is true. For all people, that some things come easy to us, and some of those things that come easy to us are our true, deepest gift to the world. And with those things that not only come easy, but that our true, deepest gift to the world, there comes also there's also connected some weakness that is needed in order to bring that gift to life. And sometimes it's time to work on strength, and sometimes it's time to work on the weakness, but basically, you need those two wings to fly in order for the gift to fully come out and truly be in service to the world. And I'm going to give examples in a second. And oftentimes we make the mistake that we are focusing on the gift, not on the weakness as well, because we say, well, just this is, this is what we're going to do. The other one is just basically a it's seen as a hindrance to it usually. So the thing where the weakness is that is most needed to become a strength as well, not something that comes easy, but something you really need to work on a lot while on your gift, you don't you also work on it, but it comes natural, and it doesn't feel like work. It feels like play usually, but it feels like the other thing. Feels like an opposite. It holds you back, but actually it's the thing that advances and helps most, and it's most needed. And so I'm starting with the example of that conversation that I had where someone is a really creative person and kind of free flowing and and I basically shared that model because she asked me, kind of how to bring that forth, more like, there's something missing, she felt like, and there's like, it's not really clicking, but you know, it's there. And I was like, was saying this with the two wings to fly, and one that comes easy, and the other one that comes not so easy, that needs a lot of work and feels like a burden more and like she said, immediately, she had an answer for herself, and it was something around, I don't know the framing anymore, but something around discipline or structure or something like that, and something that she could easily see as opposing, opposing to creativity and free flow. But actually, that's the limiting part. The limiting part is not the weakness of structure or the weakness of discipline or whatever she uses, whatever word she uses for it. The weak, like the limiting part is that we are seeing those two as opposites, rather than as those two wings to fly as things that help each other improve that with more structure and discipline in a healthy way. There's also the potential for more creativity in a healthier and deeper way. And yeah, for me, that was a beautiful example of that in action. And before I share my own example, I press on pause for a few seconds. All right, I'm back. So my own example is what I framed or had an insight maybe I don't know many months ago, probably a year ago or more, is that my capacity to see things is. Is much, much greater than my capacity to hold the things that I see in love. My capacity to see is greater than my capacity to hold in love, my bullshit detector and integrity sensor and something's wrong here, something's off is comes super easy to me, and it grows in strength and quality over time, because it kind of is like an AI self training. Because I'm not avoiding it either. I'm not suppressing it, I'm allowing it to be and oftentimes that led to friction with other people. And I was kind of at the beginning, using the word mad now, even though it's probably not the right word, but frustrated, pro frustrated that my greatest gift is the seeing it isn't it isn't accepted or wanted. And so basically, I thought the other person has would have to change something, basically to regard this great gift as a gift and not as a as a threat. And then we can have beautiful relationships, which is partially true, but there's also the truth that I haven't balanced that gift within myself. And one of the other great things that came more obvious over the last 18 months was my heart and the tendency of my heart to close. And while it comes super easy to me to see things and see more and more and more of them in deeper and deeper quality, it doesn't come as easy to open my heart and to stay open within my heart when I see things and in general, when things are activated. And that's my working part. That's the uncomfortable part. That's where need to spend a lot of time, give a lot of time and attention, or the fridge to also grow. But that's the second wing to fly. If those two things come together, there's such a great power, such a great power. But if I only focus on the gift, the one that comes easy without the second wing, then it will stay dormant and it will never be truly accepted. The seeing part. And so basically, what I've been doing for, I don't know when this, this seeing gift, started and became more more obvious. Let's say, 15 years I've been training this part without training the equivalent. So one wing has become stronger and stronger and stronger, and the other one probably even weaker, because the tendency to close for the heart gets gets stronger over time. If you don't like it doesn't just stay the same. And if you don't train it to become more open, it will become more close. And I have started training it kind of subtly and for the last 345, years, but basically, there's still, there's a huge gap between those two. There's a huge gap. And so I I, in order to get kind of gain a balance, I kind of need to over focus now on the weakness part, because I have the what the Other one automatically trains constantly. It evolves constantly. While the heart is already behind, there's already a gap, and it doesn't evolve by itself. It kind of needs my attention and focus, yeah, and probably that's why, over the last weeks, especially, this has become, like my greatest focus point. And I even said, If there's I woke up one night and like this midnight recording, which I rarely do, and very rarely. And it started with if there's only one. Thing that I could teach the world, it is how to stay open when your heart most tends to close. This is my greatest gift. It's funny, because now I'm framing this as a gift because it is. This becomes a gift as well. Like this is the seeing part is not I'm not going to teach people how to see more. That's the part that comes naturally to me. That's kind of just where, who I am, and I don't know whatever genetics, whatever you want to describe it with, but that's I cannot teach people that because I've never learned it myself. It was just there and it grew. So how am I going to teach that when people come from a totally different place while the second wing? Well, I know how to build that. I'm working on that daily. I need to work on that otherwise it wouldn't come out and be there. It wouldn't be a wing. It would just be like a crippled arm or something. It cannot really fly. Yeah, and so suddenly, what has been my weakness, and still is my weakness that I cannot hold in love, as much as I can see now becomes the gift itself, or part of the gift itself. And I see all of this, all of that thing as a gift, the first ring that comes easy as much as the second ring that comes with a lot of struggle. And they're both beautiful in very different ways, very different ways. They come alive in very different ways, but both of them come most alive, if I honor both of them at the same time, and if they're intertwined and if they're in balance and in a beautiful Dance, if they're working together as two wings, synchronized harmoniously flying. And I'm looking at birds here more than as a at a plane, seeing those birds fly how they like. They can go a bit left and a bit right. One can be a bit stronger for a few seconds, but then the other one comes back, and It's just a beautiful harmony, and I guess that's what we want to bring into our unique set of the gift that comes easy and the equivalent weakness that comes hard, but that's also a gift. It's just that we don't realize immediately. All right, so that was my morning recording, recording in the morning sun on the 18th of July, 2025.