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Finance action journal, maybe not action journal, but journal about finances, August, 24 Okay, tension for this journal. Yeah. Tension. So the one I set, or kind of I was coming from, like context I was journaling on on the computer. That's context number one. Number two today is kind of finance state. There's like a natural flow to that, and now it feels like the right moment, which I have postponed, not really procrastinated for the last four weeks since I'm here. That's context. Number two, there's nothing else on my day basically, that I want to focus on, that's context number three. And context number four is I started channeling the first thing, where it led to was collecting, like concrete things, concrete actions in multiple models, or during multiple models as well and so but then I added clarity other than collecting, I don't want to go into any detail, just that they I don't forget them. But then this was kind of step zero, and then step one now, and this is what I can do during this voice journal. But maybe there's other things that come out as well. Is owning the reality of what it is, basically accepting the situation. And that means I need to see what the situation is in the first place and how I got here as well. Like owning the past, if I don't own this part, I contributed to it being this case, and I'm not fully owning reality yet. And then kind of setting my intention on, why do I want to get in action later on? Why do I what's the bigger picture of yeah, all this. So those the first two meta points, and they seem to be a good fit for this channel right now, because I'm walking in nature, yeah, and I want to move a bit. I want to be outside those things. And then step three and four is like concrete action plan, including the obstacles, is step three. And then four is actual getting an action this is not for now and then sometimes maybe clarities come up. So basically, the intention for this journal is to focus on step one and two, as well as free thoughts, I would say, and collecting concrete like clarities. Yeah, one clarity, for example, already had just when I walked way down from the flat to out going outside. Was that perfect? Is a perfect fit for disowning the reality. So I can talk about this owning reality now, yeah, that's already what I see. So I'm channeling. I'm going to journal about this now in a few seconds, first owning reality, then also intention, then I go back, but I don't really go to step three and make a big plan for everything, but I make like a small loop. And the small loop is I focus only on the step three buffer thing, because this is kind of still included in step one. And so I will make concrete action step plan for whatever, checking my bank account first, then going into the email, read the email this person sent, and then logging into my buffer thing account, and then giving them a call those from this number, which opens at 1pm so they are open today between one and 3pm that's when I can call them, and now it's 12. So basically it's a perfect timing for that. And then I close it. It's like, I get new information that's that's actually valuable, because they might also influence all those other things. But I don't want to go from this into other actions directly, but there's basically, like a break, and that's also a good fit with it's also a good fit with my natural energy flow of the day. So it will I. Uh, probably, yeah, I'm kind of, but whenever I return, I guess it's just before 1pm I will do those steps, kind of before calling and then giving them a call somewhere between one and 130 and then after this, basically, maybe this conversation goes only five minutes. Maybe it's 15 to 30 minutes. I can imagine both. And then afterwards, take a break, eat nap, like just all those afternoon things, and then get back with all the other things, but and basically restart at two intention, reconnect with the intention shortly, get into concrete action steps for all those other things. So food for the next days, everything that I collected earlier, and then get into action. But it's so it's basically to split in two parts. First half ends small cycle of action only relating to buffer, yeah, and then bigger cycle for all the other things. Nice. I like that clarity already. Okay. Now, any Free Thoughts associations before I go into owning the reality, let's start with the state check in. How do I feel regarding this topic as well? That's probably an overlap. That's nice. That's an overlap to accepting the reality. Right now I feel pretty calm and clear. It's not like there's this, oh, have no idea, like there's not strong resistance and no motivation at all, even though there were some moments this morning of kind of anticipated procrastination. Yeah, it's also not enthusiasm yet. At least, maybe that's going to change if I set the intention. Yeah, it's an intention part. But how can I make this a part of the purifying of my life, of myself? And maybe I might read a bit surrender experiment, a few pages, in the context of this bigger intention setting or something, maybe in this first period, maybe in the second one. I don't know yet. It's probably in the first also, before I call on the buffer hotline. It would be nice to have this. Okay, let's I want to fully accept that. Yeah, bring me back to accepting reality right now is, I don't feel those resistances right now, but I know I will. I know they will come up like either just before, probably way before, and I'm just thinking about calling above the cut line. And then when I start to call, I will have my heart will beat faster, and I will tend to try to explain my way out of it, and all those things. And rather, let's use this, the fire of yoga, to burn through what supposed to be burned through, yeah, and so part of owning the reality right now is that it will come up because I have not owned the situation like totally, and There are fears connected to it. And kind of my sense of self in some regard, okay, I have, like, accepting a reality, still, I have chosen to be in this position, like it's fun. Yeah, I've made those choices by basically the culmination of all my life, but especially like this financial situation, like I have chosen to be in this situation where it can get to those points. So there's no i. A reason to fight against it, obviously. And I have also procrastinated so that it hasn't naturally, that the flow doesn't naturally lead there where it's kind of totally easy yet, and that has at least partly to do with me avoiding situations topics, journals, conversations, not speaking my truth could be in relationship to answer them. Could be those donation invitations of how I answer it, or yeah, there's, there's many, many things, and of course, also they are connected to the website and not setting those things properly up, so then I can use it when it is the moment, and then it makes it easier to procrastinate because there's still something missing. This is connected with personal assistant and all those things that went wrong there, yeah, but not unused potentials there. And so basically owning means owning my whole life. But yeah, I have consciously or subconsciously chosen to be in this position right now, so that's why not enjoy it. I What is this situation? Maybe that's interesting, owning the reality. Yeah, let's talk about this a bit more. Okay, the situation is just those objective financial things of whatever, minus on my bank accounts, not having answered emails and things like that, barf writing me, my mom being mad about this, potentially, they need to pay for that. I'm not sure if they what is the this is something I want to find out. Now I feel I was thinking about my heart just got a bit closer and tighter when I was saying this. I'm going to find out, because then I was thinking of the actual buff I call, and then it was like a bit contraction. It's like, I would like to prepare for it, but actually, I don't so I just want to let it happen as it's Yeah, supposed to unfold. I don't want to make like an action plan like this is how I approach it, blah, blah, blah, but just call so Okay, yeah, so financial situation that I haven't moved forward with heroic I haven't moved forward with GLS, And there's still no full clarity around for you. I and that he said he doesn't want to support next or No, he didn't say that, but only that this was part, this was part of the conversation between them that I will ask again And blah blah and again and again and again. I Okay, I feel less energy talking about those details right now. I realize kind of, kind of, I'll just pause and walk for a few minutes. That's that's better, and then I come back. Okay, back 2025, minutes later, I just had a half a nap. There were few things going on. My heart was quite fast multiple times, and there was like this, yeah, my attention partly got through TNT Hendrick and the dynamic and part. Need to target which is still active and conversations around all this. And even before or during that time, I had the clarity of, okay, I don't want to even journal on the intention right now anymore. But rather like step by step. I'll take this the perfect blow next like this. That's my number one priorities. Call that hotline. Call that hotline, not even reading the letter. I will, I will do that first, but calling the hotline is kind of number one domino, or the number one big Domino. Yeah, that's kind of a domino. The other one like checking their emails. I don't know if they have that, but like a little domino in between which I don't necessarily need to knock over the next bigger Domino, kind of this would happen anyways, but it might happen a bit, I don't know, sooner or stronger, whatever, okay, meaning I'll just press on pause and walk off. I.